| So according to my tracker people actually still read this thing. I guess if people are going to read it then I owe them a post.
Well, I drove back home for the summer today from K-State. It's good to be back but I'll definitely miss my friends over the summer. I'm hoping I can make some new ones though. I went to the Killers concert tonight and that was totally awesome. I figured it could go either way but I'm glad I went even though my friends and I got lost in downtown Kansas City Missouri for awhile... Anyway, I'll see you guys around!
Jeff
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| So I've definately stopped using this thing. Facebook was my downfall.....
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| Remember,
remember, the 5th of November; The Gunpowder Treason and plot; I know of no
reason why the Gunpowder Treason; Should ever be forgot. ; Guy Fawkes, Guy
Fawkes,; 'Twas his intent.; To blow up the King and the Parliament.; Three
score barrels of powder below.; Poor old England to overthrow; By God's
providence he was catch'd,; With a dark lantern and burning match. |
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| I'm posting this little blog with the very real threat of posting something slightly emo. For that, I apologize. Anyway, after my most recent unusually short relationship, I really began thinking about my relationships from the past. The mistakes I made, the lessons I learned, who I am now, and what could of been. It is in my opinion that for every relationship you enter, you learn a little bit more about yourself, and those of the opposite sex. Over the years I have learned a lot but I still have a lot more to learn. Thinking about all this really kinda makes me depressed though. Every relationship I've been in I've been pretty happy and one way or another I always end up ruining it. (Aside from my most recent relationhip). Because of this I'm now single, even though I could potentially still be dating any one of those girls. On top of that I recently realized that I only seem to date one girl per school year. This means that in 365 days I get one shot at having a happy relationship and yet I still can't seem to just be happy. Well, the choices I have made in the past have already been made and there is nothing I can do about that. All I can do is take what I've learned and wait around until next year. Until then... I guess I should actually focus on school.... lol Good Night Everyone!
Jeff
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| I think
it's getting to the point where I can be myself again.
It's getting to the point where we have almost made amends.
I think
its' the getting to the point that's the hardest part
Chorus:
If you call I will answer
and if you fall I will pick you up
and if you court this disaster I"ll point you home
I'll point you home
You think,
I only think about you when we're both in the same room
I 'm only here to witness the remains of loving you
You think,
we're here to play a game of who loves more than who
(Chorus)
You think,
It's only fair to do what's best for you and you alone
You think,
It's only fair to do the same thing for me when your not home
I think,
It's time to make this something that's more than only fair.
(Chorus)
I warning you, don't ever do
those crazy messed up things you do.
If you ever do, I promise you
I'll be the first to crucify you
it's time to prove that you came back here to rebuild?
Rebuild..
Rebuild (repeat) |
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